- Don’t know why I’ve been so out of it the past two weeks. Too many mini-projects at work, maybe. The ulcer-like abomination is feeling better, though. Perhaps it’s stress related. I might have lost a pound or so due to the discomfort of eating. Unfortunately, it seems to be somewhat exacerbated by caffeine consumption, so maybe that’s why I’ve been out of it this week.
- I don’t really want to do this show tomorrow. It’s weird how I don’t feel all that nervous because there’s really no consequence involved, yet I still don’t want to fuck up, which I know I will because I don’t practice. Oh well, hopefully things don’t go terribly awry.
- Actually had a few classes where I didn’t feel like I completely failed. I could probably use a little positive momentum prior to attempts that are sure to ravage my feet. Need to do more stretching and strengthening exercises.
- Muscles are sore. Too bad massage isn’t until Wednesday.
- NBA regular season over. I don’t have high hopes for the Lakers this year. A lot of good teams, though, so it should be exciting to watch the playoffs. Now, if only I had a tv…
Things on my mind
- Went to urgent care, and the doctor thinks it’s just a mild ulcer or something. It doesn’t feel like it’s inside the stomach, though. Maybe the toilsome work at the googlag is getting to me?
- Nice weather outside, although surprisingly cold. Sunny days are always nice, as are the longer daytime hours.
- Finally finished Apollo’s Angels. It was a pretty good read with interesting cultural history. I can finally start some of these other books that have been backlogged. Annotated Alice will probably be first.
- Got fitted today! Surprised that the store even had anything my size. Russian Pointe RD-42-5W-2V-FM. That’s a lot of specification for a shoe. I’m totally going to break a toe. Will try to get a private lesson in to get it checked out.
On my mind
A huge backlog of posts that I want to do is accumulating because of what was among the busiest 2 weeks of my life. A weekend trip to Vegas really takes it out of me. I think I need 8 hours of sleep a night. Also, I’m taking way too much Excedrin these days, but it makes the pain go away.
- Sometimes I wonder why I wonder why I can’t lose weight. Witness my meal choices this past Sunday: McDonald’s for breakfast, In-N-Out for lunch, and Popeyes for dinner (punctuation on these fast food restaurants is tricky). Eight pieces of delicious fried chicken kind of made my stomach hurt for the night. Totally worth it, but also not.
- Three hours of rehearsal on Saturday was painful. I think I might be losing feeling in my feet or something. But “Beauty” got a haircut so she has like short bangs, and she looks absolutely adorable. Her variations are also looking good, too. I never really liked the short bangs look, but I think it’s growing on me after Maria Mena, Marit Larsen, and Beauty sport them so well. Definitely cute overload rivaling tp girl.
- Saw Sucker Punch in the theater on Sunday, and I have mixed feelings about it. I think it would have gained a lot if it were rated R or NC-17. It had the makings of a great movie, namely girls in a mental institution, girls in skimpy outfits kicking the shit out of everything in sight, etc. I really enjoyed the style of the movie, but it lacked tremendously in character development and plot continuity. Which maybe I would have understood if I watched 300. Still, I went in with rather low expectations and was entertained.
- My right arm and shoulder will probably hurt tomorrow because of bowling at work today. At least both shoulders will hurt now. We have a bowling alley at work. Madness.
Expect some posts forthcoming if I don’t forget all the details. I have a very poor memory of my life. Thoughts evaporate quickly.